Abundance 169.
María Pilar Díez Calderón
A woman, arriving after me and she, in a hurry, to go first. A facial expression of being late, maybe. A man cleaning glass walls.
That factory producing noises, acoustic and lighting pollution; damaging brains and human sight. The man next seat smelling at done laundry.
A day I will leave away, far away and I will be missed to the core. It is a beautiful morning, so nice, walking and being warm with light clothing. Taking photos and videos. A professional one. Certain people waits for me to take them, watching out, being spied on. A tank engine. The train passing by behind the tree’s leaves. Because my task’s feedback is coming, I relegate taking more. I felt pleasure when I saw that photo, my response, when I see similar act, is keeping away from it.
Autophile, a new word, happy being alone, a person who loves solitude.
The day after, those noises even in library, in health centre. Library maintenance people: Wifi does not work.
“When you have money, then return here”.
So beautiful weather lately. Sunny and warm, spring time.
I have missed it already. My pen, is in my wallet. It is exhausting. I walk and walk, there is petrol polution in the air, and people’s cigarettes. Weeks ago that that ATM is faulty at the pay in option. I want to eat yogurts and I postpone washing up, and I eat my food too quickly. It is quiet, beautiful time to work on and wifi works. I am hungry. Meditation.
Meditation. I am hungry.
I want to express my feelings. There are so many excellent people. 1 more month, after more than 4 years in the process, to learn their decision, their judgement.